How's it going?

Hey everyone! It's been a while since I updated. Life has been hectic and of coarse busy busy busy. I am down to 51 pounds total. I wish I was more down but I did a couple cheat days. I also am going in for gall bladder surgery on the 8th of June. Ugh. That is going to be very interesting. By then I will be on maintenance and I guess I should just be careful what I am eating. I didn't weigh in this morning. Why? Well I have been a bad girl because last night I was so hungry I ate some cereal. Not sure why I was so hungry? Not enough water? I don't know. I could have just not listen to the hunger pains, because I went to bed feeling nasty and full of proccessed foods, and dairy. ICK. I still feel nasty. I need to get back on track. I have been on my cycle as long as normal, but since my daughter spilled out half my first bottle I am on a bottle and a half. I want to just get off of it now.. but I think it's better if I just stick it out. I keep changing my mind every 5 minutes. The weather is changing over here finally. It's becoming nicer and alot less rain. The garden is growing well. Can't wait to get fresh veggies from there instead of buying them. Anyways today I will stick to the plan. I will not cheat. I need to lose at least 5 more pounds with this half bottle I still have.